Dear whoever is reading this,
I understand how rough things are right now. I just want to let you know that things will get better, I promise. Keep holding on just a little bit longer. I know you feel like nobody cares. You're wrong, stop denying it. I care, otherwise I wouldn't be saying this. You're not alone. We maybe miles away, but trust me, we're all going through the same things.
Never let anyone tell you that you're not worth being loved. Never let anyone tell you that your body is the reason why you're not in a relationship. Never let anyone tell you that you should wear better clothes, use more make up and flirt more often. Never let anyone make feel you bad over things they're not bothered by.
Someone will be in love with you, regardless of your most comfortable state, and if that happens to be curled up in a ball on the floor of your room, crying as you listen to your favorite sad songs, then you have found true love.
By the way, did you ever realize how much your body loves you? I mean it's always trying to keep you alive. That's all your body has to live for. Your body is making sure you breathe while you sleep, stopping cuts from bleeding, fixing broken bones, finding ways to beat the illnesses that might get you. Your body literally loves you so much. It's time you start loving it back.
When the razor, pills,knife,etc. start whispering your name, remember that I'll be shouting it at the top of my voice, telling you that I love you. Because even if you're broken and hurt, I'll want you to get up and move on with your life, like I did. It's okay to feel sad, cry and scream into your pillow at nights. But it's so, SO much more better to face your demons, show the middle finger to the bitch whispering in you're head that you're not worth it, and most importantly, start loving yourself.
So, please hold on just a little longer. I promise it'll get better. It eventually does.
Please.
Never let anyone tell you that you're not worth being loved. Never let anyone tell you that your body is the reason why you're not in a relationship. Never let anyone tell you that you should wear better clothes, use more make up and flirt more often. Never let anyone make feel you bad over things they're not bothered by.
Someone will be in love with you, regardless of your most comfortable state, and if that happens to be curled up in a ball on the floor of your room, crying as you listen to your favorite sad songs, then you have found true love.
By the way, did you ever realize how much your body loves you? I mean it's always trying to keep you alive. That's all your body has to live for. Your body is making sure you breathe while you sleep, stopping cuts from bleeding, fixing broken bones, finding ways to beat the illnesses that might get you. Your body literally loves you so much. It's time you start loving it back.
When the razor, pills,knife,etc. start whispering your name, remember that I'll be shouting it at the top of my voice, telling you that I love you. Because even if you're broken and hurt, I'll want you to get up and move on with your life, like I did. It's okay to feel sad, cry and scream into your pillow at nights. But it's so, SO much more better to face your demons, show the middle finger to the bitch whispering in you're head that you're not worth it, and most importantly, start loving yourself.
So, please hold on just a little longer. I promise it'll get better. It eventually does.
Please.
This is soooo amazing! I wish I had found this during my dark times! It would have been so much easier to go through it all while reading this again and again!
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