Sometimes I just sit still, completely still, and look around myself. I observe and mentally point out all things and people that make me happy in anyway. Weird, I know. But this simple trick really helps when I feel sad or miserable, which I do quite often, trust me. Not like I'm a sulky, pathetic, self pitying teen who doesn't chortle or giggle or crack stupid jokes. It's just that some days I feel real helpless, misunderstood, neglected, and, well, all things an average adolescent feels while terribly upset. There are moments when I wish my parents would just listen to me. Moments when I wish my teachers would give me more credit than they give to my nerdy bench mate. Moments when I wish that the cute guy in my coaching centre would notice me some day. Moments when I wish that I had a bigger book collection than my best friend. Moments when I wish that I looked prettier. Moments when I wish I was simply.... better.
But there are also moments when I feel that my life is NOT a completely downhill road. Moments when my parents hug me and say they're proud of me. Moments when my teachers get the whole class, including my nerdy bench mate, applauding for me because my assignment was one of the best ones. Moments when that topper guy ignores the pretty bitch in the coaching centre and tallies all his exercise answers with me. Moments when my best friend writes an essay about me in an essay competition. Moments when my neighbour compliments me on my sense of humor. Moments when I simply feel the best.
Hiya Riya!
ReplyDeleteLol that sounded silly XD
Anyways, Kunal here :D :D
You know what I really love about this post?
It doesn't go beating around the bush. It's so crisp and to the point as a blog that I feel satisfied after reading this. You captured the essence of a blog. You wrote how YOU felt and how YOU deal with things.
Thank you for that :D